As i sit here looking out of the window i see all the glory of what is high in the sky, the fluffy clouds as they sail on by, the wind in the big tree and the birds gliding.
I see what you see no matter where you are, Tonight i am aching to hold you knowing that your birth should be approaching although it was sooner than expected. My heart feels very heavy tonight and tonight its not just you baby boy.
If you could have ever looked in my eyes you would have seen your mummy for who she is. a mother who is so wrapped up in her children and is nothing withought them.
Gonna light a candle for you now and for your other Brothers and sisters who would have so loved you.
I will also light a candle for those who find it hard to realise that grief is a powerful torture in the hope that they can understand a way to encourage others rather than causing more pain.

Goodnight to all my little mateys love mum ( mummy) xxx