I never knew it was possible to cry tears within until I lost Oliver. its a constant sobbing where you sigh all the time.
I was very honoured to share the short amount of time with him but now it leaves me wanting and craving for more. I have found some other Angel mummys so not feeling so alone as we are all sharing in our grief of loss.I hate it when people say its time to move on I wish they could understand that it will never be that right time to move on. Even though Olivers been sleeping since March 2nd 2011 I know hes still with me its in the little things i see, the blowing of the leaves in the tress or when my parrots are squarking at me.
I wish i could help others as its easier to do that hope you know what i mean? I think i mean by that kind word, or passing someone a virtual hot chocolate when they feel down as all my friends are thousands of miles away from me.
I love all my Mummy angel friends and thank you so much for lending your ears even when you feeling like me xxxxx